music
is the language of my heart. i had a tough start this morning.. and i promised myself for the 100000000000th time that i will never let anything like that happen again. i am trying really hard to ignore these emotions. i just lose it when it comes to her. she could easily rile me and hurt me. all at the same time. it pisses me off that even after all these years, she can still easily make me cry.so i turn to music. i wrap myself to its magic.. hoping the balm will simply work and let me forget. each time, i remind myself i have to try harder. i have to breath deeply and shake it off.
no matter which way i see it, i am the one in the losing end. anyway, i'll be turning 12 years old with blogger tomorrow. Happy anniversary dear journal. :)
Labels: ikaw kasi, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 4:52 PM
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