rants and ramblings

tsk..

i hate what i am feeling. i hate this yearning down in my core. it's familiar and i try not to  recognize it.  But Just like water and air.. it is something that cannot be contained.

so i am writing it down, like a therapy. in hope that once i acknowledge it-- it'll pass and i'll be back to my usual self.
I have been like this for a couple of days and i am feeling agitated. I am worried that I am back to that place where I had been years before.

I just need to keep busy. Focus on something else aside from this feeling or that person who triggers this in me. I am being impatient.

I miss you and I am not doing anything stupid or something that would scare the shit out of you.

I'm sitting on my hands. literally.

Labels: ikaw kasi, relationships