Day 2
When you have been replaced because you stopped being fun. What a shallow reason to break up, huh? Sadness visited me today, in the middle of my work, i had to write it down.
Im sad. Because I got scared of myself. That she could wake that monster in me. I forgot who I was.m or Where I am. It consumed me. Anger, frustration and the hurtful truth that I have been lied to. It went up to my head, filling me with so much pain I had been sleepless that night. I dont want to see that side of me again, im afraid of her and what she's capable of.
Im sad because I cannot trust her again and had no choice but to let her go. Yes, I dream of her crawling back.. It's tempting but I need to spare myself that anger. In time, just like the past I'll probably talk to her again. Or not.
Labels: love, NC, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 3:24 PM
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