Saturday, December 01, 2001

TO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD...

finally, after 8 yrs. of spending virtually everyday of our lives together, talking on the phone, ransacking malate for all that place is worth, haunting every mall we could find...
i have to say goodbye for a while. the hardest thing to do right now is leaving YOU. it's like half of my heart will be torn away, leaving me with just enough to sustain my life, living a painful existence.
i apologize that you had to put up with my mood swings lately...we know the cause of that fucking episodes... i apologize i won't be there for you in an instant whenever you feel distraught or bitchy... most of all, i'm sorry that i had to be the one to leave, i know the pain of being left behind and the scar it leaves is really unbearable.
i'm thankful for the years that we had, growing up together, experiencing new things that left our mouths hanging open, discovering the facets of life that made us stronger and bitchier... i thank you for being the wonderful person that you are... i thank the heavens for bringing you into my life.
i believe in your strength... i believe you can do and have whatever you want, simply because it has to be that way. I believe in your love, always true, never pretentious (although you always beg to differ). i believe in your pure soul, carry that clarity of thought and ironclad faith wherever you go.
i may be gone but always remember this, there's nothing in the world that i want more than to see you happy. FOR MY BEST FRIEND...ONLY THE BEST!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER! ................jane ganda

posted by jaded fool @ 1:21 PM