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It’s been a week since the last Sunday, and yet here I am still feeling the aftershocks… and everytime I think of it, I end up with a prayer. Hoping that I would be one of the lucky ones. As of now, all I have is a prayer that I would be able to find a job that would help me to be financially stabled and would help me grow professionally.
It's been a hectic week for me since I spend it with Jane and with the rest of my friends. Last weekend we spent it in Manila Midtown Hotel. I went home last Monday, We were together for a girl's night out last Wednesday, I came home Thursday afternoon. And again, this Saturday I was in Las Piñas. It was really tiring but I know that every moment counts since Jane would be leaving on the 4th of October. Hmmm.. Jane changed a li'l maybe because her stay is only for a short time. That's why she's always in a rush. Doing things not one by one but simultaneously if we can. And that is really stressful, maybe that's why she is suffering from a viral infection.. She's having fever, cough and colds. I'll be back in Las Piñas come Wednesday…
What will you do to land a man? I mean what will it take for you to keep the man that you really, really like? All women have scheme in order to keep what they have. And some would even get themselves pregnant in order to keep their man. But personally speaking, I think that it is deceit. Having a child is not an assurance that in the end the guy would just feel guilty and will realize that " Hey, I love that girl and I'm so stupid if I'll let her get away.." Well.. Real life is never a fairy tale. No matter how hard you tried to fool yourself that one day your prince charming will come along and he'll just sweep you off your feet…reality would just hit you on the head with a pan while yelling that HE IS NOT THE RIGHT ONE! THIS GIRL IS JUST A FUCKING FREE RIDE! Some guys will love the kid, never doubt it-- but they will not learn to love the mother. Some are stupid enough to get marry and lead miserable lives. I know it is hard to let go of something.. But sometimes there are lessons you ought to learn the hard way. If you guys are really meant for each other -- then there's no other way but to be together. Time may pass… you may grow old, you may have lead entirely different lives -- but if you guys are meant to be. YOU ARE MEANT TO BE. It is inevitable. Hmm.. I don't like to sound like a ninny. I like to sound strong, logical and independent. Oh, I do have my weak moments.. But when they come, I just wish and wish and daydream. Thereafter, I'm back to my old bitchy self.. Strong, sarcastic and free..
I do get scared when I hear myself talk. If I'm not careful, I'll end up a lonely old spinster.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:46 PM
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