5 days before christmas
It's 5 days before Christmas!! I still don't know what to prepare for the Noche Buena. Hmmmm… I'm terrified, cause after the holidays -- the results of the Bar exams would be released. And now, I'm trying to figure out a way to brainwash myself on how to react and accept reality as it is. I don't know if I would still have the courage to give it one more try… if ever.
I haven't seen my niece and my nephew for 4 days now. I miss them terribly. My Tatay got mad and forbid us to see the kids. This is all BiBi's fault… Well.. it is therefore final that Ate vivian is indeed one of the children of the moon. Cause everytime there is a full moon.. Her mood swings are so bad. Yep.. her mood swings do affect the whole of the family. My ate said that is one of the reasons why she doesn't want to get married-- you get some psycho for a relative. I pray that things will be well cause I really really miss the kids -- even though there are times that I wish they would not visit cause they turn the whole house upside down.. I do miss taking care of them and playing with them. Hope that I'll see them soon.
Hmmm, I haven't got any news from any of my friends… I miss them terribly. And Announcement, I met someone…. He's from overseas and I don't know what to do about it.. I'm not sure whether to take the risk or not.. It's a long way from home. But he insisted that things will be fine… if ever I decided to.. uhmm.. go for it. He thinks I'm sweet and he said He likes me. Hahahahah! Isn’t that adorable? Someone thinks I'm sweet and nice…. =D anyway…. I need advice… and I need it NOW… maybe I should read the book Jane gave me. =D *crosses her fingers*
posted by jaded fool @ 8:35 PM
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