rants and ramblings

update on moi

Tonight is the start of the traditional Simbang Gabi and for 9 straight days people have to wake up very early to attend or hear mass. But sad to say, I have not yet completed any simbang gabi. I don't know.. it's just so nice to stay in bed in the wee hours of the morning. And I do find it hard to leave the warmth of my bed. Hmmm.. let's see what's been happening to me. Well.. Last friday, I was out and dropped some resume in Quezon City and in Ortigas hoping to land a job that is actually related to my course. And I'm also hoping that come 2003, I will no longer be a burden to my family. When I was out there.. in the middle of the working force -- i have felt that it is indeed my time to work. And I felt envious of all those people who were able to work.... who actually enjoy their jobs (well.. i don;t really know if they do enjoy it...) Anyway, the point is.. the time has come for me to accept the fact that i have to fend for myself and start securing my future. I don't know what the outcome of that search would be.. I can only hope for the best and expect the worst.

I have created a new Homepage.. for a channel in Dalnet -- #impyerno I have been invited to attend Eb's and Christmas Parties but I don't really have the budget to go to them.. I don't really attend EB's. Been to a few .. but that is an exceptional case.

Today, we went to the mall.. and we were one big happy family. We had lunch together.. and the kids had fun when they went to Glico's. But something not nice happened... my sister-in-law suddenly had one of her famous mood swings. I do hate her when she's like that-- cause it dampens the mood. It is supposed to be a Family day, time to secure and strengthen our bonds. But when she have these moods.. I just want to wring her neck. She can really be a pain in the ass.. And the worst of it -- she took it all out on her daugther who happens to be stubborn just like her. So Kyle end up crying.. and crying... and CRYING! Then she had the nerve to leave us at the mall and take Luis with her. Well.. frankly speaking, we got scared for Luis.. cause who knows what his looney mom would do.. at that state she could do Luis some harm. If she didn't tag Luis along-- We wouldn't care a bit if she go to hell or what. I don't really get it-- how it come so easy to her to hit Kyle.. Haayy.. I do think she need medical attention. And she's ruining Christmasssssss!!! Waaaaah!! Damn.... My poor Yaku.. tsk..

Guess that's it.. brief, concise summary of the things that has happened to me. =)