Saturday, July 03, 2004

stooping down



had an arguement with a security guard late this afternoon when a friend of mine unintentionally slammed the gate. i know that my friend has been slamming the gate everytime she went out but the approach that this stupid guard was wrong. you don't "psst psst" a person you wanted to speak with.. and you don't yell as if you own the whole damn fucking place.

i'm again disappointed with myself and feeling quite remorseful for stooping down to his level. ah yes.. forgot to tell you that i also yelled. but of course! im not going to stand there and let you shout at the person i am with.. darn you.

also had a breakthrough -- i discovered that I am defensive and lack patience in a stupid conversation.

as what a justice has once said -- there's a right time for the right thing at the right forum ... ahh.. ehh.. a right...ehh.. demmit!!

posted by jaded fool @ 11:21 PM