time
Time has been my number 1 enemy. Eversince I was still in law school... to falling in love... to falling out of love... to make things work... time has always moved on without me.
And I realized that love alone can not make relationship work. Funny, I am so numb right now, still missing her but finally, my heart is compromising with my brain. There are things that are meant for you. And the last year..well.. even half of it.. Fate thought that she was meant for me. We complimented each other very well-- but things just don't work the way we expect them to be. Sometimes, we get knocked on the head to realize things that still need polishing. I thought I could not give her the time and attention that she direly needed... I thought...
Thinking too much can really cause you misery... you think, you plan.. and before you knew it-- you are already chickening out. This is what I get for too much planning.. this is what i deserve for too much thinking. Yes.. I will still love her come what may... and I will move on. With God's help and guidance, I know I will be ok.
time...
only two weeks late....
time...
I got all the time in the world... and no one to share it with..
time...
My long lost enemy has come back with a vengeance.. teaching me a lesson in a real hard way.
time...
one day, you will no longer leave me behind.
posted by jaded fool @ 7:11 PM
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