morning world
good morning world. just got in from a drinking spree. i'm all well now so i think i should give myself a reward..hehe.. i met with my good friend E earlier for dinner. The last time that we saw each other was a month ago (according to her). i told her that i've been missing G lately...she said that i should not bother her anymore and should stop whatever it is that i am doing.
world, i'm not doing anything. is it a crime to miss someone nowadays? is it a crime to remember?
i assured her that i will not act on this emotion. i might miss G and wish that we're back together but her ego is bigger than her. i cannot experience everything that i've been through with her. not again... i do know that i cannot do everything that i did out of love for G. everything's just changed. i might miss G.. i might even want us to get back together... i just don't want to give her the opportunity to reject me and hurt me. not again.
you might ask what am i doing blabbering at this unholy hour... FYI, i just came home from drinking. and yes! i am fucking drunk.
to E, thank you for always listening to me whine about my relationships.
to C, for being a great co-worker and friend. Ef you, i'm not immoral.
to R, for giving me ride home.
to myself, thank you for enjoying your life, for loving the way you did, for being who you are.
to San Mig Light, for this alcohol in my veins.
to Red Horse, for cleansing the San Mig Light off.
Kampai people, kampai!
Labels: just venting out
posted by jaded fool @ 1:19 AM
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