2 days before my BEERday
i hate math.
as far as i could remember i always hated it. i find it complicated and such a waste of time. the titles of my entries re: birthday countdown is a product of my hate for math.
i think of math and i feel pain.. why would i even bother adding or subtracting numbers when some bright scientist invented a calculator.
i miscalculate the countdown! could you believe that? my birthday is on the 26th.. so tell me, should my title be the one above? or 3 days before my birthday? I am really confused.
the other side of my brain is currently enumerating the advantages of math.. it trains you to follow procedures and processes, math teaches you system and order. it trains you to analyze the problem and find multiple solutions...
i wish i fell in love with math when i was still young.
On another note, tomorrow is Nanay's 3rd Death Anniversary. It feels like a long time. It feels like I can't remember how her laughter sounds or how she smells. Everytime I am out, I am always on the lookout for Nanay's look alike.. doesn't really matter if their personality is not a match.. I just want to see someone who dress, stands, walk, talk or laugh like her. Not even my sister sounded like her... I miss her so.
For today, I wish I'd appreciate math more and its uses in my everyday life. Also, I wish that I'd stop losing people dear to me. There's so much of it going on at the moment.. I just wish they would stay.. or those who ran away would return, something like that.
Labels: family, just venting out
posted by jaded fool @ 12:59 PM
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