dear blogger,
how do i put this. i have been harassed. i was on my way home and the driver was kind enough to seat me in front. sabi pa niya, "dun ka na lang sa loob". Natuwa pa man din ako dahil hindi ko kailangan makipagsiksikan sa loob ng van. i thought it was an act of kindness, di pala.
at first i was not sure if it was what i was thinking. nahiya naman ako, baka mamaya e feeling lang pala ako. i felt uneasy. vexed. there was a point that i am sure i felt something awkward and very wrong. then i got scared and went into state of shock. i was brought back to that time when i was in grade 3 and that grade 6 pupil harassed me. so what did i do? i ignored it. i counted the minutes. ang tagal ng biyahe na to. in my head, i was asking how many others are there?
i felt the pressure of his hand going up and down the sides of my thighs. and the elbow that's trying to reach my breast. thank goodness for my lovehandles. it was a very uncomfortable ride. i was talking to him, trying to figure out if it would probably deter him from continuing with his acts. one of the longest rides i ever had. i wished really hard i was with somebody. cause if i were, i would not be sitting there in the first place. Lord, please send me that person who would protect , care and nurture me,ASAP! see what happens when i travel alone? :(
I wish this would not happen to my niece and i wish that should it happen to me again (which i really, really hope it won't) -- i will not go into shock and do what is right. let that be a lesson to you too..
thank you for listening, blogger.
-me.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:16 PM
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