Dear God,
It's 2.30 in the morning and i woke up with a heavy heart. I read my past entries and old mail. I messed up big time. How can i let everything gone astray? Why did you let me go through so much pain? Why didn't you warn me that i was making a bad decision in Baguio? Now i feel everything is lost. Do you understand me? I hope you do.. I hope in the coming days, i'll be writing about happy and remarkable events in my life. It's tiring to write about pain and frustrations. Please make everything allright.
I miss the warm embrace on a night like this.. The words of comfort and tight embraces that calms me. I hope youll find it in your heart to bring it back haaaaay, Deep down, no matter how hard I cover it up, a flicker of light shines through. I guess that is enough for now. I know in time, my prayers will be answered. Sana lang buhay pa ako nun..
I pray for serenity and solace Lord. Please give them to me. Amen.
Labels: desires, God is good, moments
posted by jaded fool @ 2:37 AM
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