happy bday nay..
today would have been nanay's 64th birthday.. as i looked at her picture on my table, i remembered her last birthday.. texted her.. happy birthday nay! madami ka bang handa saka bisita? and she texted back-- "walang handa, pansit lang nak" and asked if im on my way home. i remembered her life and cried.
i texted tatayand asked if they're going to the cemetery today. sabi niya hindi daw kasi nagpamisa naman daw. i asked if there's pancit cause that was nanay's favorite. he said wala pansit. sabi ko, sana kahit pancit canton meron. sabi ng tatay ko, "kahit naman nung buhay sya, ayaw nya maghanda."
i really felt bad. kasi totoo.. ni kahit minsan hindi naghanda ng engrande nanay ko nung buhay pa sya. tama na sa kanya ang pansit canton, tinapay at menudo. palagi niyang sinasabi, mairaos lang daw ok na yun.
ngayon...nanghihinayang ako kasi sana kahit ayaw niya naipaghanda namin sya ng engrande. the celebration of her life is all worth it.. she's so worth it..
happy birthday nay.
posted by jaded fool @ 9:32 AM
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