my 2008
Ok.. i promise to share with you guys the year that was 2008. In general, 2008 was a so-so year. The love department is a work in progress. I'm still trying to get there. Promise. The financial department could need a boost. The career department needs more passion and action. The family section is a-ok.. there were several rifts and arguments but everything got settled, just the way it should be.
In brief:
January: G and I broke up 31st of December 2007. I literally ran to her place come 1 January to patch things up with her. She said that it's better that way since there would be no expectations and disappointments are prevented. I went back chatting.
February: I went back to writing. I met a lot of people and started going out in hope of finding someone new. However, things just didn't work out with them so I have to let them go after 3 dates or something. I got reprimanded for some blunder at work and I had the courage to ask for P's phone number cause everybody was so damn busy with their lives.
March: My Nanay's 1st Death Anniversary. G was there. I got promoted at work and became a Mediator-Arbiter before my 31st Birthday. I cried when i packed my things. I celebrated my birthday at my new workplace with my new co-workers.
April: I had my first plane ride and was able to visit Cebu. G came with me. I met some online friends there. It was also at this time that I discovered the hidden agende behind P's calls.
May: Drinking has become a passion. Hehe found new drinking buddies.
June: Participated in my 1st Mediator-Arbiter's National Consultation held at Baguio City. G surprised me with her presence in Baguio City. That is the place and this is the month when I decided to let her go.
July: Found out how hard it is to start all over again. There were still moments when I felt so confused.. it was like I wanted G and I to get back together and work things out but I could not just walk away from everything.
August: I had this urge to start all over again. I just know that I could make everything work out. The drama and the cycle is driving me insane.
September: I still can't figure it out how come some people are just plain cowards. The relationship was like a rollercoaster ride in a horror flick. I still wondered why things ended up the way they did.
October: Tatay and Luis' birthday celebration at Jollibee. I am getting tired of the fucking cycle. I'm tired of all the drama and the shits attached to it. I want to be the only one not merely a number one.
November: Nanay's birthday.
December: Celebrated P's birthday. We celebrated Christmas up north. Brought home work which I did not touch. Some friends got mad because "indian" daw ako. My half-brother was arrested for drug use. I miss Nanay.
My wishes for the 2009:
To settle all monetary obligations so I can free from these debt chain! hmmm..
passion to love what I do.. and to be finally at peace because I know even if I am not beside the person I love, ako lang ang nasa isip at puso niya.
Labels: just venting out, love, moments
posted by jaded fool @ 7:07 PM
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