my downfall
it's been a month since my last entry. work is crazy but nothing could be crazier than my life outside of my cubicle. the problem seems to be endless... the more i try to fix everything, the complicated it gets. pagod na ako. it feels like this is the end for me. i may have ruined myself for saving somebody else. i thought i could do it again, just like the last time. but i am wrong.. it's hard to fix things all myself, i have exhausted every little help i could get.
i am scared. really, i'm scared that i could not anything about it and it would eventually lead to my destruction... and its not even my fault. i wish someone could and would help me.
on another note, it's the 20th today, it would have been our 6th year. nino? ni G...dapat 6 na taon na kami ngayon. wala lang, naisip ko lang. i know she's ok.. sabi naman niya she's well taken cared of and would always be ok. ako.. ngayon ko narealize di ako superhero, at di lahat ng tao ay kaya kong sagipin...
Labels: ikaw kasi, just venting out
posted by jaded fool @ 4:43 AM
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