Sunday, April 29, 2012

bz-b

good thing I am busy with work. I do not have time to whine or wallow in sadness. I seldom feel it anyway. Contemplating on my emotions, i'd say i'm quite stable. Not sad..not happy.. Tama lang. Today, I did overtime. No pay, just pure service. Hehe.. I don't really mind since i'm with my cool staff. Playing while working makes all the difference. Laughing at work makes the job easier to bear. Hehe. At home, I still enjoy my 8hr sleep despite the fact that we don't have a maid. I sometimes take over the kitchen and remind myself that I can be pretty handy in the kitchen. I do miss being a wifey at times.. At times lang, not all the time. Anyway, I have to share something with you. Something that's been bothering me lately. A long time ago, someone said I don't know how to be a gf. Then it was followed by another... And another. So after 3 persons, what am I to think? All I could ever ask is WHY?!! What are the parameters in determining that you know how to be a girlfriend? It's frustrating they do not teach this in school.. And probably, no matter how I try, it'll always boil down to the myth that I don't know how to be a gf. Beats me.. I know i'm a reliable, loving and funny partner/wifey. Basta. I never want to be a gf, but I do want to become a wife and probably a great mother. Hehe. So these are the thoughts in my head.. When you are busy, days just pass you by. Goodnight dear. Xoxo.

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posted by jaded fool @ 10:21 PM