supervising med-arb
Hi blogger, just woke up from a straight 8 hr slumber. My trip to koronadal was so stressful.. I almost got left behind, I got an excess baggage, and I was overly hungry. When I got there I was surprised that my designation had become a supervising med-arb. I laughed. I was not aware that I got promoted. Sure my responsibilities doubled or tripled even, but I thought it was so because I have to assist my boss.
Oh well.. I believe I have become more responsible in my work and finally, i've matured professionally.
On a not so light note, I am becoming anxious and frustrated with this so-called friendship with the G. She'd just call or see me when see feels like it... And I can't do the same to her. At times, she'd just ignore me.. Not even texting back... And i'd feel stupid cause I unintentionally wait for her. Ewan.. It's probably me.. Or her.. Or the world!sana lang i'd stop waiting. I don't want to wait anymore, I don't want to anticipate.. I dont want to get excited anymore. Cause in the end, I believe i'm the only one suffering and get into trouble. True, I do miss her a lot. True, I miss her company..our talks and a lot of stuff too. In truth, I am missing her so much now. And it sucks I can't do anything about it. :/
Labels: i am pissed, just venting out, love, travel, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 5:49 AM
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