the bitch called life
You start to lead a quiet life when you learn to be content with what you have. Once you have settled this with yourself, you learn to appreciate people or things you already have. I always wanted to have a quiet life but the choices that i made gave me nothing but trouble. Relationship wise, i made bad choices. From a player to trouble maker.. I just ended up crying and worrying.I want it simple, someone to love me.. Someone i could love in return.. I never wanted to be a 2nd woman... I never wanted to be an option. Someone you see when the cat is away. I deserve more than that. Sadly, being the stubborn person that i am.. I went with the flow.. Hoping one day things would just magically cure itself and voila! Everything will be okay.
It will never happen. I have been too blinded to see that i will never be the choice. Yes i can be a good option.. An ego booster when one is feeling down.. Someone who would make herself available.. for awhile i voluntatily let myself be used in whatever convenient way possible. Im tired of fighting the odds for you. Im tired of waiting. Im tired of you playing with my emotions. You are unfair and undeserving of anything good i can offer.in tagalog, wala kang kwenta. Please fuck off.
posted by jaded fool @ 5:24 PM
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