Tuesday, June 26, 2012

and so it goes...

I hate it when I let my emotions run high.. And I start to question myself if this is what I want. I can't help but be vulnerable to her existence. It's just something I cannot ignore. So I gave in. I dwelled in the pleasure of her company as long as I can.. I willed time to slow down, even for once. Her scent captivated me. Capturing me in that moment. But I dare not interpret the things more than what they really are. I will not open myself to that kind of torture. I just can't go throught that again. My heart is prepared not to hear from her but it didn't stop me from peeking at my phone. Whatever goes on that part of her life is hers and I know I do not have the right to intrude. I will listen to her if she needs someone, I will see her whenever she can...and in a higher form of love, she would alys be mine and I hers. We're like raindrops..we go where the wind takes us. Until that moment that fate and time would make it happen.. Life goes on.

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