despair
The last day for the filing of the petition will be on the 15th. And up to this moment, I haven't filed mine. Asking myself whether I am prepared or not.. I found my heart and my mind in disagreement. My mind says that I am "quite" ready while my heart says I ought to wait for another year. But waiting for another year without a job or simply doing nothing-- would only lead my brain into detoriation. It would have been ok if only my plans worked the way they should. Then I would not be having this problem. tsk. Alas.... I have to stay faithful to the boss... Oopps... the ex-boss I mean, up to the last working hours. I just find it hard to accept that despite my qualifications, nobody would take me in.
Hayyyy lord.. help me to be strong.. help me to keep faith....
Help me... please......
With only few days left -- i have to force myself into this if only to keep myself busy while waiting for the mercy of God.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:24 PM
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