tuffy
Our family pet died yesterday. Tuffy got sick after having anti-rabies vaccination shot from the Municipal officer. He was just three years old with us. As a pet, he was very playful and makulit. Likewise, he is brave and can be fearsome. I miss his barkings at night whenever I get home from work. I know he's in a safe place now.
Have I mentioned that Judy's mom passed away? Uhmmm can't remember.. oh well.. i think i'd blabber about it a little. She was just 61 years old. And my friend is having guilt attacks for the hurtful things that she could have done to her mom. I was with her today-- and i felt her sadness, though in the exterior she looked ok to me-- i know inside she misses her mom so much. I wanted to tell her that it will get worst... but i dare not tell her that cause I don't want to upset her or anything. How do you cope up with the lost of your strength of pillar? How will you cope up with the lost of your best friend? Even the thought of losing a person dear to me makes me cry.
Accepting death is just not one of my strong points.
Anyway, I was able to get my terminal leave pay. It amounted to P24,489.37 pesos, for a year and a half of service, not bad ei? Now, I really have to find a job and should stop pretending that I am still working. Sometimes, when I get ashamed that I am out of job, I lie to those asking where am I working now. I hate lying.. but being 27 and out of job is just not my cup of tea.
I hope that I'd be hired soon.
posted by jaded fool @ 12:42 AM
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