rants and ramblings

bad

D offered to accompany me to do my errands today and with these weather, roaming familiar areas brought me memories. I've thought of Nanay..and yes, I've thought of G**. So I grabbed my phone and checked on my messages.

Friend: Busy kaw?

Me: Y?

Friend: Bcoz im bored grr..

Me: Bakit bored?

Friend: Walang pasok..

Me: Miss ko si ***, Kasama ko D now.

Friend: Ur bad...really bad.. ur with D but ur thinking of ***.. hay naku

Me: Ewan. I'm not bad.

Friend: U are...

Me: No, I'm not. wrong timing lang lahat..

Friend: Kailangan bang nasa timing ang ganyan kornelya?

Me: You Dont understand. Basta talk to you later.

Friend: I'm just stating my point, unfair lang... kasama mo iba pero namimiss mo pa rin si ***. do u get my point? That's what I understand ...

Me: Ok lenie, bored ka di ba. I ditched D, Ayan di na ako bad.

Friend: Why are u doing this? Mahal mo pa rin din si *** lam ko un, nung gagawin mo kay D? ditch mo nlaang sya lage? Haaay

Me: Nope, I think I got it all cleared. I cant be in a relationship pa dahil unfair yun. Di lang sguro kami match ni D. Di ko makita na pwede kaming more than friends. I need my time alone.

Friend: Thank you. that's exactly my point koni..

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Me: Mare.. miss ko si G. Pakingsyet.

Mare:

Me: Hehe sakit amputa. Uwi ka na dito, toma tayo.

Mare: Hehehe, Leche mare, alam ko yan. At naiintindihan ko. Akala ko pa naman ako namimiss mo. Leche. Hahaha

Me: Mare, di ko talaga type si D, amp!

Mare: Wag mong pilitin kung di mo sya type. Hanap na ng iba. Nasa bukid ka na ba? ambilis mo natapos ang nilakad mo ha.

Me: Pauwi na. I tried looking for that spark, pero wala eh.

Mare: Ano ka meralco? looking for spark? Hahaha ano ba nangyari sa may naramdaman kang spark? Hindi mo lang talaga sya type kaya wag pilitin, at wag na sya paasahin.

Me: Yep, I have to do the right thing...

Mare: Hahaha. Tama, you need to do the right thing.

Me: Putaenangsyet, I want that motherfucking spark! I want it back..

-- So there.. don't judge, im not a book.

Labels: just venting out, love, relationships