oblivious
I was surprised to received a call from G early this morning. Before I knew it, I was on the phone for an hour and a half. My co-worker was staring at me like an eagle.. looking at me with dagger eyes. Ha!
It was nice to hear her voice again, and I have forgotten how many times I played these things in my head. During those times, I perfected the words that I am going to say. How I am going to tell her politely to never call me again. Or if I'm pissed to tell her to F@ck Off.... or to just leave me alone... but i didn't. I held on the phone as if it was my lifeline. I entertained her in my thoughts.. I let her into my system again. Before I knew it, I have agreed to meet her and have the rest of the day off.
It was nice seeing her again, to be able to be near her even for even a short time. I lost track of time. I love listening to her stories and surprised to realize how much she could easily make me laugh. Of course I was apprehensive as I could imagine the pain that I would have after that meeting. But I didnt care, I bargained with time. Just to have that moment..
Pardon this entry if it didnt make any sense. I've been this way for a couple of days now......
Labels: love, relationships
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