Thursday, January 14, 2010

Arghh



i know i have lost all the right to feel this way. I know it's wrong and unfitted.. but i could not help it. i just could not control it. I feel stupid for reacting, for letting emotions take control over this fucking keyboard. You were feeling high about everything, weren't you? I wonder how it made you feel-- evoking those emotions from me... knowing that you can still rile me with your actions. Who am I to stop you from doing what you enjoy to do? I apologize for being so emotional. It is shameful on my part to react that way.. i hate the fast beat of my heart and the cold sweat in my hands.

I could not. I should not.

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posted by jaded fool @ 3:50 PM