senti
for the past couple of days-- i must admit that i am getting lonely. cause basically my world revolves with work and home. and i am getting tired of it. it's just like when i was in school. school-home-school. this time though-- its work-home-work-SM routine. nakakasawa na.
i went out with my friends tonight and had my two bottles. the beer never tasted so sweet. i admit that i missed drinking the light. i have been engrossed with tanduay ice that i have forgotten the taste of my favorite beer. this is why i drink-- i drink to drown all the loneliness inside me. it makes me forget what i am sad about--I can't actually feel anything-- and i just want to write. i feel sleepy too.. i think for the first time in days, i'll sleep without crying. thanks to my ever reliable SML for making it easy for me.
i guess this is a test on how patient i could be. the big guy up there is trying me and i can't blame him. i can really really be impatient! the good thing about it i guess is the fact that i know my lovelife will bounce back. i may be going through dark ages at the moment-- but i know it will resurrect and i will laugh, live and love.
Labels: just venting out, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 10:40 PM
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