breather
earlier today, i badly wanted to write about what's going on with my life right now. but now that i have the time-- i can't seem to remember what i want to write about. all i know is that i need a breather from all the things that's going with me.
the thing with P is more of an ego thing. how could i let someone like her treat me the way she did. i am smarter than that and i should have seen it coming. Why did I ever buy her lies? Well, in the absence of any proof saying otherwise-- i'd like to think of them as lies. I need to accept that I have been fooled otherwise, I will never know what to do next.
I even asked my confidant E if all break-ups hurt the same. She said No.. and told me that the break-up with P should not hurt at all because wala siyang kwenta. Hehe. It's funny now but I do wonder how come i was treated that way? As if I am a weakling. shet.
Ate said I am weak. Why? because my dog Shin-shin followed me out of the house today. Ate said I have a weak energy.. and I do wonder if she's right.
I think I should just stop thinking altogether and take things as they come. Lastly, I do believe that parting ways with P was the best thing that ever happened to me. Tanga ko kasi.
Labels: friends, ikaw kasi, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 8:15 PM
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