first date
finally, after several re-schedules,i had my first date with myself TODAY. yey! I never dated myself, i have never seen a movie or window shop on my own. I have been planning to do it for the past year. somehow, i got afraid going to the movies by myself-- thinking about what others would think. whenever i have to go to the mall to run an errand-- i do not usually stroll around. i go in, go where i'm supposed to go, get my stuff and head out the door.
so today, after so much cheering from my coach. i did it.
i saw the movie underworld 4: awakening at IMAX. I realized that watching by myself is not bad at all. I get to give my full attention to the movie without having to repeat the lines or explain scenes. It was quiet but it was a welcome silence. Thereafter, i got to have my dinner and went to my favorite crepe stall. I ordered chocolate temptation. it's crepe with huge amount of chocolate ice cream, brownies, almonds and chocolate syrup. I was thinking on eating it on my way to the terminal but i decided to take a seat and watch the people as i eat. It was also quiet.. but i was not in a rush. I wanted to take my time and enjoy myself.
When I'm done with my dinner, I decided to go to the department store and look for something to buy. The urge to buy something had to be controlled. good thing i did not want badly enough the shirt that i saw. then it was time to go home.
i felt sleepy since it's almost 8 in the evening. Would have been wonderful to walk around and get some two bottles at the sky garden... but i'm tired from today's work. so i decided to get ate some brownies and went home.
it's a wonderful experience for me. something new and something refreshing. i enjoyed the silence and spending time with myself... with only me and my brain talking. i never did understand it before.. but today, or tonight rather, i finally see the light.
and yes, i would love to see you again. :)
Labels: dreams, God is good, love, self-love
posted by jaded fool @ 9:12 PM
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