rants and ramblings

free to choose

After the disaster that happened thursday night. I knew i have to do something about my life and where i want to go. I cannot change it by going through the motions again, meaning taking what is already avaikable. I need to start clean this time. I hope i was able to get the message through and pray P will accept and respect it. I am worried though that after a few days, she'd again appear on the corner of my building. Ayaw pa rin nyang tanggapin na ayaw ko na. But i have to insist that this is what i need and whether she likes it or not, my decision can't be changed. After all the things that had gone through, i deserve this peace of mind i am demanding. It's good she have friends now and found someone who will take care of her. It means i will be less bothered. First day of my new life. I will see a movie with my lyka and luis. Relationship can come in anytime.. As long as i am free. This time i'll do good. Bye blogger. Until next time.

Labels: God is good, ikaw kasi, relationships, winner