Tuesday, March 30, 2004

unorganized



Things are getting worst in the office... though ive never worked until this job-- the said office is so unorganized! Seems to me that everybody wants to be the boss... even the boss is chaotic-- haaaaaaayyyyy.. im feeling disappointment today. I can't wait for the elections to get over... i need my freedom-- and i need all the time. I want a time for myself. Please lord.. grant me this prayer..protect me and guide me... Haaaaayyyyyyyy

Im going to take review classes.

posted by jaded fool @ 7:25 PM  

Saturday, March 27, 2004

a day after my 27th bday



Hmm... how does it feel to be 27?

Its my first day to be 27 yet I still feel like 26 years old. heheheeh.... Does not change anything really -- i am still the bratty me. Yesterday, I did not erased the greetings that I get in my Mobile fone-- well..its for me to know how many people will remember me.. and if I get 10 people to remember me on my natal day, Everything would have been cool... I am glad to put on record that 23 people remembered me on my special day. =D I thought Jane forgot about it but before I fell asleep last night --- she did greet me. =D

Only diane did not greet me. Hmp!

to all these people --- Thanks so much for making me feel good.

Being 17, ooooops, 27 pala.. hope I will be wiser and more focus (in everything!)

posted by jaded fool @ 8:51 AM  

Friday, March 26, 2004

natal day



Happy Birthday to me.. happy birthday to me... happy birthday.. happy birthdayyyyyyyyyy! happy birthday to me!!

Today's my 27th birthday... and i am thankful that i am alive. With oh so many deaths from the past year -- it is really a miracle that I am still here, breathing. Though there are still things that I want and need to realized... the primary feeling that I have now is Gratitude. Thankfulness for the wonderful family and friends that I have. Humbleness for the fact that I have a job.. and I can afford some of the things that I want. Feeling of being blessed for God is watching over me.

Wishes: I hope that I would be able to fulfill my childhood dream, and be a Lawyer.. And be able to live so I can practice it. =D

Reality: I can achieve that only if I study hard.

Consensus: I will study hard and I will be a Lawyer.

Lastly, I just want to thank all the people who remembered me on my special day... =D

posted by jaded fool @ 9:03 AM  

Sunday, March 21, 2004

commercial



today is kyle's graduation day-- she was able to bagged the Best in Arts Award... to top it all -- she passed the entrance exam at Holy Infant Montessori. Yep... we got an elementary kid already! =D

It's 5 days before my 27th Birthday--- I am feeling olddddddd!! I still don't know what to do with myself... sometimes, i am filled with thoughts that I really can't handle in reality. I am still feeling sad bout the blooper at the office that's precisely why I really don't want to work.... I just want to pass the bar and get myself a better life. Hmmmmmmm.... could there still be a better life than what I have now? What if this is the best life that I can have? Yikes.. more of these thoughts and I'll be crazy.

I got Lara ( my My SCENE doll ) new set of clothes.. it costs me 500 bucks. They said that it was bad buy because its so expensive-- but then, I was not able to play Barbie when I was a kid-- and this is the only time that i can finally afford to get one and finally play with it. They said that I should be taking care of my own kid since I'm 26 years old already.... and how i wish I have my own kid (well..sometimes!).

I wonder what life has to offer me.......

posted by jaded fool @ 8:05 AM  

Friday, March 19, 2004

bloopers



i discovered early today that i had a blooper regarding my work. i felt bad! darn.. i've come to oversee a minor detail that affected the whole work. to top it all -- the wife of the boss noticed it.

i hate blooperrrrrrrrrrrrrrs! i still am feeling bad.

posted by jaded fool @ 2:51 PM  

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

a vote for FPJ is a vote for GOD



I saw a streamer along EDSA bearing this statement.. and i wanted to puke. How could they even compare FPJ to GOD? The people behind it are crazy.... they even said that is prophetic since it was stated in the bible... YAIKS!

"Bantay ng Bagong Umaga" is the slogan carried by FPJ and Loren aside from the "Bayan ang Bida".. statements that can give dramatic impact in a film. Tatay said that such statements does not apply in the real world-- and I agree 100%. As they have said, things are easier said than done. Its easier to hope than to act. I feel sad that there are people out there who are blinded by the light of their star. What is their assurance that after FPJ won, there would be jobs, money, and food to feed the children? Besides, FPJ has not won yet but I have read in the news that there are people out there planning to oust him once he took office... isn't that weird?

People are tired of being poor -- and i do understand their sentiments.. who wanted to be poor anyway, but to support someone who doesn't even have the experience to run a barangay?? That is suicide. He said he just wanted to serve the public -- I think he can do that without the "His Excellency" attached to his name. In the first place, he should discuss his platforms to the "masa" and not hide behind his tons of advisers.

Again, FPJ and the rest of the KNP people are stressing me out! Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggh!

posted by jaded fool @ 9:26 AM  

Sunday, March 14, 2004

campaign going astray



Saying our campaign is a mess, i think is an understatement.... we are going astray. The citizenry is not aware that the boss is a re-electionist... some of them think that he has done nothing during his term...

Tatay said that we should be given additional incentives for the work being done now is much harder than regular office work. He quietly pointed out that he thinks that my boss wants to win without spending anything... I could not have said it better...

Boss wants to get re-elected without spening a whole lotta money.... that's precisely why we are doing hard labor and the only people campaigning for him are his staff. We don't have volunteers or additional people to help us out. We do the trivial work and sometimes, with our degree and hardships in school.. we can't help but to feel -- ashamed.

I owe boss big time cause he gave me a break -- he hired me. But even gratitude has its own limit -- i still don't have any plan whatsoever -- if boss wins or lose.. in the meantime, I try to save as much as I can....

posted by jaded fool @ 5:48 PM  

Sunday, March 07, 2004

swimming party



We celebrated Ate, Kyle's and Bibis Birthdays yesterday. We held it in a resort. We rented out a pool. The kids whom we played badminton with were all invited. The kids gave ate a cake and cards. I appreciate their gesture very much and it made my ate very happy. =D

I had so much fun swimming again. It has been a year since I last swam. It was costly since we have to shoulder half of theh rentals and the food but then, enjoyment and fun sometimes comes with a price.

It was a tiring day that I immediately went to bed after coming home. =D

Wishes to the Birthday Celebrants:

More birthdays to come and lots of lovin, and kissin' and huggin to you three... as well as health and prosperity.

posted by jaded fool @ 9:35 AM  

Friday, March 05, 2004

sortie



I had my first experience in a sortie yesterday, it was tiresome... and as soon as I typed my first letter, I realized that my entries are always a day late..Guess its because I am always tired when I get home.

I had lots of first time with this job basically because it is my first job. ehehehe....

People interaction is kinda cool to me.

posted by jaded fool @ 9:36 AM  

Thursday, March 04, 2004

indigestion



I had my first experience in attending our so called Palengke Tour yesterday. We visited 3 marketplaces and "court" the voters. The boss was with us... it was a tiring day, i had to smile a lot and exercise a lot of patience. There were comments that I did not like 'bout the boss but then I have to smile and take into account that in this country we acknowledge the freedom of expression too much that sometimes people can become tactless and impolite.

It was Kyle's 6th birthday yesterday, she had a small birthday party at home. And Nanay was brought to the hospital because of indigestion. She complained of chest pains and find it hard to breathe. After a couple hours, we went home.

posted by jaded fool @ 10:06 AM  

Monday, March 01, 2004

motorcade



hi world! i know you are wondering what the hell am i doing @ home on a working day.. well.. there's a transport strike going on right now so i decided to take a half- day off.

yesterday i receieved a text message that we would be having a motorcade today.. we're to report at around 5.30 am in the HQ since the departure time is 6 am. I arrived at the HQ at around 7 am... there was a really really heavy traffic in the NLEX.

We had a motorcade in the Pampanga Province -- and it was a joy ride. Everybody's driving so fast. The heat drains us all... I think Summer is here.... Anyway, its my first time to attend a motorcade and I think I like it. Of course there's the threat of skin cancer due to the rays of the sun but i like going to places and seeing different people. Uhmm hope I could join the boss in other motorcades..

PS: Jail Warden was with us going to Pampanga but when the motorcade started -- he's nowhere to be found!! I wonder what he's up to .. and why the hell he always leave our boss in mid-air! If the boss lose this coming election there's no one to blame but HIM! I swear -- he sucks in management.

posted by jaded fool @ 1:23 PM