and now the end is...
yes.. the end of this 5 months hiatus is coming to an end... and i just can't wait to get over it. I know that it's coming nearer and nearer since they're starting to appear in my dreams... I've been dreaming bout the exams... and yes, it is frightening me. Who would not?? All i know is that I'll do my best to hurdle this... I'm going to make it. A lot of people is expecting me to make it.. and I have been too burdensome to most of them that I know I have to pass so i could repay them for all the good things that they have given me and for supporting me and believing in me.
Tat is very supportive of my dreams.. imagine, she took the burden of taking care of me for 5 months.. (since i have to stop working to give way to my review). Often, she reprimands me for going online and talking too much to my online friends. She's expects me to pass it while taking care of her. Frankly, it is not a piece of cake.. but im trying my best to balance both things.
We are still financially broke..and nothing is rather new.. i still have those paranoia and oftentimes thought of tat betraying me again.
I do need all the prayers that I could get. Please pray for me.
posted by jaded fool @ 8:03 PM
