Sunday, October 19, 2008
read me
October 19, 2008
Tarot reading for k:
Love
Touchstone
Career
Love: The Judgement
Touchstone: Justice
Career: The Empress
Justice returns to your emotional life today, k. Under the protection of Judgment and Justice, you’ll find yourself swearing your loyalty to your partner, putting your relationship on a more official footing, or finding a balance in your relationship. You get what you want not by force but through care, intelligence and patience. Bravo – may it bring you happiness! At work, your day will be dominated by the search for balance and security. Justice and the Empress are encouraging you to settle or clarify your social and professional situation. You'll use all your intelligence and skill to protect your hard-won achievements or to sort out anyone who's likely to try and knock you off course.
Labels: astrology
posted by jaded fool @ 6:58 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
teacher, teacher
i teached today... and it was great!! details later.. usap muna kami ni kat. epal to eh.
Labels: moments, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 6:38 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
my lessons
ei world, i need to write about it. i don't want to but i think you ought to know..
G knows very well that my relationship with P will not last... yet, i took the risk. because I know I'll learn something from it... I thought the lesson is about patience and effort. That i need to exert more effort and be more patient with P. I am actually more sensitive to her feelings and need. And I actually stopped asking questions and take things as they are.
But I was wrong. The things I enumerated were not the lessons to be learned.
I got too lonely in the relationship. I felt like it was just me in there. I felt like I would never be good enough for her. But unlike before (where I would just shut my mouth), I was vocal about it. I told P how I felt-- I asked her to just be brutally honest with me. I don't care how painful it gets.. All I want is the truth. And that's what she gave me. With all her responsibilities, we are falling apart.
The lesson was to discover how painful it is to know that you're not in the priority list.
She then told me: "Now alam mo na naramdaman ni G." to which I replied: "oo.. sakit pala.. to think I live with my family pa. samantalang sya, she lives alone... ngayon ko naiintindihan yung naramdaman nya when she gets lonely and when she feels she's not my priority.."
It's true that nobody is perfect, but when we love a person.. we're willing to look beyond those flaws.. but then we can only take so much.
let me be the one to break it up, so you won't have to make excuses... we don't need to find a set up where someone wins and someone losses. We just have to say our love was true but has become a lie... so let me tell you i love you one last time and goodbye..Labels: just venting out, love, moments, relationships
posted by jaded fool @ 7:02 PM
Saturday, October 04, 2008
G remembered
G texted tatay to greet him happy birthday...
nothing.. i just want to put it on record. it warmed my heart that she has not forgotten.
Labels: moments
posted by jaded fool @ 2:34 PM
dreams
i have little dreams which i hope i will be able to achieve before i die. hehe.. anyway.. while i was browsing my old entries i discovered that i was able to get some things that i really really desired way back. i'm just really an ungrateful bitch.
just recently i was able to write a script and put it in film (hehe) nice. we hosted the flag ceremony last monday.. and we need to come up with a presentation that would actually show the past, the present and future of our office...and we did. it was hilarious. the
amo was in great mood after that.
then.. what else... i did write a comic skits that is sexual,crazy and funny. a lot of people actually loved it. Of course i got some haters too.. but what the hell.. i still laugh when i read those stories. i just hope i did not stop writing.
basta.. marami akong maliliit na dreams na natutupad din...minsan they're trivial like singing before a crowd in a concert. Haha. Go to an unknown place at least once in my life. some are like cheap thrills pero they complete my existence. gusto ko ding maging porn star pero sobrang impossible nun. hehehe...
Labels: funny, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 11:47 AM
Thursday, October 02, 2008
anniversary
today, i celebrate my 2nd year anniversary with my employer together with neth and cesar. i wish us all fulfillment of our dreams.. promotions.. plenty of money (of course), opportunities to excel and achieve greater heights... lots of two bottle moments.. better benefits, further studies, scholarships abroad and most importantly to have a happy contented lives! yebah!
at sayo neth at cesar-- ADIK kayo!
Labels: work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 8:55 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
beerday
today is tatay and luis' birthday... we celebrated it in Jollibee. Lots of people attended the said party... but it's incomplete.. i don't know.. i feel like that for days now...
to tatay.. i wish you health and a life of relaxation..
to luis.. grow up to be a god-fearing person. love you both!
hayyy..
xoxo.
Your Horoscope - Today, October 1, 2008
There is a slow, lethargic pace to the day that might leave you feeling frustrated, k. It may seem as if things are not progressing as fast as you would like. Don't get seduced by the thought everything needs to be done faster. Faster is not necessarily better. This is a great time to focus on quality and efficiency. Examine parts of your life that may be considered wasteful action. Streamlining certain areas of your daily routine may be necessary.
Labels: astrology, family
posted by jaded fool @ 7:38 PM
