Sunday, August 25, 2013

Be still and know I am God

Tonight i prayed to God to guide me through this life. Seems like forever since I've spoken to God this way. I asked him to make me strong. I know He is protecting me from harm yet I insist to have it my own way. I am surrendering to His will. He is the only one who truly have my back and loved me unconditionally. I am thankful that he loves me kahit ganito ako.

I thank you lord for your love and protection. Know what my heart wants and guide me to do as you will. 

 I know i will be better, God had always been faithful to me. 

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posted by jaded fool @ 10:20 PM  

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Doing unhappy things

Life is what we make it. We choose where it would lead us. You can choose to be free...or you can choose the weight and size of your shackle. Sometimes we chose to be shackled down because the road to freedom gets lonely. The sadness that creeps in the dark when everybody has gone still can make you crazy. Blurring reality, making you things that you know would just hurt you. 

Many times, i have refused to thread the path to freedom since my tolerance with loneliness is quite low. I hate to think that i'd rather be shackled in a shitty situation than to get over something that i do know is not worth fighting for.  

I have to clear my path, Walk through it and endure the loneliness that will test me. 

That's the only time I can truly be free. :) 

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posted by jaded fool @ 6:19 PM