Sunday, April 29, 2012
bz-b
good thing I am busy with work. I do not have time to whine or wallow in sadness. I seldom feel it anyway. Contemplating on my emotions, i'd say i'm quite stable. Not sad..not happy.. Tama lang.
Today, I did overtime. No pay, just pure service. Hehe.. I don't really mind since i'm with my cool staff. Playing while working makes all the difference. Laughing at work makes the job easier to bear. Hehe. At home, I still enjoy my 8hr sleep despite the fact that we don't have a maid. I sometimes take over the kitchen and remind myself that I can be pretty handy in the kitchen.
I do miss being a wifey at times.. At times lang, not all the time.
Anyway, I have to share something with you. Something that's been bothering me lately. A long time ago, someone said I don't know how to be a gf. Then it was followed by another... And another. So after 3 persons, what am I to think? All I could ever ask is WHY?!! What are the parameters in determining that you know how to be a girlfriend? It's frustrating they do not teach this in school.. And probably, no matter how I try, it'll always boil down to the myth that I don't know how to be a gf. Beats me.. I know i'm a reliable, loving and funny partner/wifey. Basta. I never want to be a gf, but I do want to become a wife and probably a great mother. Hehe.
So these are the thoughts in my head.. When you are busy, days just pass you by. Goodnight dear. Xoxo.
Labels: dreams, ikaw kasi, life, moments, relationships, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 10:21 PM
Monday, April 23, 2012
six words
I am off to neverland soon and while I wait for sleep to find me, I checked on Susan. It has been days since my last visit. I browsed on the blog and looked for something that will catch my attention. And there it was, an entry about telling your life in no more than 6 words. I realized that's how life should be.. Simple and uncted. Direct to the point and 7erything is just right in front of you.
So here's my shot on this, presenting my life in 6 words:
Happy and colorful life. Loves wholeheartedly. (yebah!)/or
I'm a spoiled spoiler on the loose.
So there.. Goodnight blogger. My sleep dust is here...
posted by jaded fool @ 9:21 PM
new look
it's a monday today. i just got in from a meeting re: labor day. before i head home, i decided to update my blog and much to my surprise, blogger has a new look. everything is white and wide. lol. there are a lot of things to be grateful for.. even the little things. so before you start this week, look back and be grateful. it all make the difference. :)
i am so ready to rock and roll. :)
Labels: God is good
posted by jaded fool @ 5:33 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2012
my star sais..
Aries Apr 15 2012
There is a big opportunity right in front of you, staring you in the eyes. Reaching for it will give you the chance to get something you want very much. But there are risks involved. You could wind up making a fool of yourself, or failing at your mission. But what will you have if you don't try? You will have nothing at all. At least if you reach for the opportunity you won't ever have to wonder "what if?" Besides, Aries, the force is with you. So chances are that if you reach for your star, you will find it in the palm of your hand.
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I love today's horoscope. I'm not sure which one of the tons I want its referring to.. But if it refers to the one I wanted the most.. With all my heart, please accept my gratitude. :)
Labels: astrology, God is good, life, moments
posted by jaded fool @ 1:18 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2012
one liners
The heart is easily frightened, reassure it by saying All is Well. :-)
Labels: life, one liners
posted by jaded fool @ 9:58 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
one-liner
if you can't love yourself, you can't love another.
-Love Guru
:)
Labels: one liners
posted by jaded fool @ 8:55 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2012
hunger games
I saw this movie today at the local cinema (cinema within the vicinity). I was amazed by the story line and I wished I was watching it with the G. I was with somebody else but my thoughts were wishing her to be there. Daya no? Sometimes it'd just make you wonder whether she feels this way too... But I would never know the answers to that. She said I was strong, yeah I was.. In front of everybody else I have to save face that I am always strong and I could take anything. But the walls in my room.. My pillows and my ever reliable kumot knows otherwise. I have my weak moments and even a song can make me cry a river.
That's's why I admire the heroine in the movie, she's so strong, wise and determined. In the end she was declared as victor. In time I guess...it'll be my turn to be the victor.
Labels: ikaw kasi, moments, wala lang
posted by jaded fool @ 7:59 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2012
true
this is what I should do:
does it hurt when you do that? THEN STOP DOING IT.
Yep, I should stop.
Labels: self-love, wala lang
posted by jaded fool @ 8:17 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2012
posted by jaded fool @ 5:58 PM
supervising med-arb
Hi blogger, just woke up from a straight 8 hr slumber. My trip to koronadal was so stressful.. I almost got left behind, I got an excess baggage, and I was overly hungry. When I got there I was surprised that my designation had become a supervising med-arb. I laughed. I was not aware that I got promoted. Sure my responsibilities doubled or tripled even, but I thought it was so because I have to assist my boss.
Oh well.. I believe I have become more responsible in my work and finally, i've matured professionally.
On a not so light note, I am becoming anxious and frustrated with this so-called friendship with the G. She'd just call or see me when see feels like it... And I can't do the same to her. At times, she'd just ignore me.. Not even texting back... And i'd feel stupid cause I unintentionally wait for her. Ewan.. It's probably me.. Or her.. Or the world!sana lang i'd stop waiting. I don't want to wait anymore, I don't want to anticipate.. I dont want to get excited anymore. Cause in the end, I believe i'm the only one suffering and get into trouble. True, I do miss her a lot. True, I miss her company..our talks and a lot of stuff too. In truth, I am missing her so much now. And it sucks I can't do anything about it. :/
Labels: i am pissed, just venting out, love, travel, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 5:49 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2012
trip down south
Just after I got back from Palawan, I hear from my boss that i'm heading south come monday. Im going to Region 12, particularly Koronadal City. I was hesitant considering its the holy week and people are going to the provinces. Airports or bus terminals is not where I want to be at these times. But my whining can only do so much. In the end I. Received my ticket from my boss. Talking about public service. :) I just have to be thankful that I get to go somewhere ive never been before and of course, take my favorite mode of transportation.
Will be back on tuesday and I will immediately proceed to Sta. Rosa, Laguna for my meeting at 2pm.
I do need a break. I will even settle for a 3 day vacation.. I just need to relax and recover.
Labels: God is good, my thoughts exactly, travel, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 11:37 AM
