ARGH
This four letter word clearly describes what I am feeling right now. I feel so frustrated with my life. Everybody is expecting a lot from me... their pressure is keeping me down, though I try to keep a straight face and try to act as if nothing is wrong. But deep inside, I am desperate to find work... to be able to do something out of this life. To finally be somebody.
I thought there is a life after the bar exams. I thought that finally, i got vindicated for all those times I feel so out of place... second best...those times that I feel so oppressed. But then.. life would keep on playing on you.. like a booger in the palm of its hand. We al face challenges. But the thing is, I have this feeling of wwant to re-start everything... the need to be somebdoy elese.... the want to be someebody else.
I feel that nobody is willing to stop to lend me hand....
posted by jaded fool @ 10:18 PM
