rants and ramblings

Today is April 27, 2015. 27 days na akong nagbi-bleed.

I don't know what is wrong with me. This is the first time that it has happened to me. I know I should see the doctor but I am scared shit. Probably when I have garnered the courage to face my doctor. I'll go and drop by. Until then, I will keep on worrying and use all the tampons and pads that I can.

Labels: funny, health, self-love

iSurvived

i am alive. :) and i survive the red roses, the chocolates and the couples holding hands. on the eve of valentine's day, ate gave me a chocolate bar. she's just the sweetest! :) i actually dreaded the day though i dont usually celebrate it in public when i am in a relationship... i guess i have every reason not to want to celebrate it this year either.. but work has to be attended.. so i have to figure out a way to disregard yesterday's activities.

i wore a ring. it's a stainless ring with a stone.. was actually given to me last year, i never wore it cause the fuckin' stone hurts my skin. it was just inserted there.. to pierce your skin. but it could actually pass for a wedding ring so it really served its purpose.

i am so bright. :)

Labels: funny

update

it's the 23rd of December and i am in the Office. Everybody has gone to their christmas holidays-- and i am here.. trying to figure out whether i should open this case file here. I don't feel like working at all. What i want to do is ransack the market and get everybody something not really expensive but special. The office is quiet.. not much activity is going on.. and it's going to be like this until next week. so anyway, i have been reading and i have been listening. and after all those self-nurturing, I had my 1st test yesterday and I think i failed it. Why? cause no matter how much reading i do, there's just no getting over my G.

reading and learning made me realize that i am also a bananahead. I am using other people as an escape. escape from what you might ask.. escape from the fact that on my own, i will never be able to stand for myself or for what i want cause i am too scared to hurt my Tatay, Ate or any of the members of my nuclear family. So when i eneter into a relationship..whether its bad or otherwise, i use that relationship as my escape. I have admitted that before.. they are my refuge when i am tired of my rural life. That is precisely the reason why despite the fact that a person has done me harm -- I just can't give up my escape route. in the process, i look for an absorber that can give me the same escape so i can let go of whatever is coming my way. that is why i am a bananahead (i think).

second lesson, i have to write down everything I love.. I love:

to have someone hold my hand securely.
smile from people i don't really know (not the malicious type..heller..)
traffic free road
people free mall
short lines
chocolates
giving
receiving gifts
able to buy things
seeing people i want to see
spending quality time with people i love
san miguel light
peanuts
cars
beautiful houses
happy family
hassle free workplace
outputs
friends
spending time with friends
moolah
shoes
bags
perfumes
happiness
strength
courage
overcoming trials
living up to expectations
kind boss
loving sister
doting father
hassle free ride home
food
health
gadgets
travelling
airplane
beaches
sunny sky
white sand
trinkets
kissing
embracing
loving wife
good friend
beautiful movies
books
singing
me.

this is my list so far. hope it expands in the near future. advance merry christmas to all. :)

Labels: family, funny, ikaw kasi, just venting out, self-love

spending time vs. hanging out

at first glance they may seem synonymous. but they're not. really.

me: mare ang hanging out ba at spending time pareho meaning?
wag mo ng itanong jan sa mga kaopisina mo at mga bobo sila.

E:hidni nman ako nagtatanong sa mga tao dito
tsaka mga jologs cla
kaya malamang d nila alam
tingin ko mare mas malalim kung spending time kesa hanging out

me: tama ka run
kasi ako i use spending time

E: namputsa
nagtatanonmg ka ba

me: hindi hanging out
hindi

E: o tinetest mo kung alam ko
hehehe

me: lol
nagtatanong ako

E: hehehe

me: kasi yung hanging out, parang walang emotional involvement dun

E: oo

me: you're just having fun

E: ganun nga

me: unlike sa spending time

E: laro laro lang

me: parang ... ur investing
parang ganun

E: oo

me: tama

E: hahaha

me: hehehe

E: so ok na un
matanong nga dito

me: uhmmm
hahaha
oo itanong mo jan

E: kung alam nila yan
hehehe

me: unahin mo si xxxxx
lol

E: hahahaha

me: tignan mo kung alam nila
tapos ikwento mo sa akin

- not everything who looks alike are the same. la lang. #realize

Labels: chat logs, funny, relationships

domesticated goddess

today, i woke up at the domestic side of the bed. Its been a long time since i held a broom and mop. I realized how much i enjoy cleaning (at my own phase and discretion at that) and would probably be alright as a housewife. I dont want people walking over my wet floor and leaving footprints, thats why i prefer to clean when im alone.

This side of me i got from my nanay, among other things. . And i am grateful she taught me how to hold a mop, use a broom and distinguish the difference between the two. Hopefully, i could coax the cook in me to get out of hibernation and start whisking stuff!

Finally, the domestic goddess awakens. Cheers! ;)

Labels: family, funny, love

weh..

this is why ex's should not be friends! lol.
can you befriend your ex

Labels: funny, just venting out

rule no. 2

kung may shota ka na puro problema, mas mahusay pa na mag-isa.

hehe.

Labels: funny, God is good

birthday to me

12 midnight today i turned 32. yeah i know, i have to repeat it often so that eventually i'd come to accept the fact that i'm a step nearer to my grave. I don't have a party and I don't have any plans of celebrating my natal day.. in fact, i am here in the office right now, working my ass off and thinking whether I should go to that schedule interview or not.

They said that a person is considered lucky if at least ten people remembered their birthday. know what world? it's not even lunchtime yet and I got that ten people already. I know that some people would actually forget my birthday-- either intentionally or unintentionally.. but i guess what's important is the fact that there are ten people in this world who remembered. To you guys, thank you...

My wishes include successful operation for Tatay, Happy Life for me and my love ones, Happy-peacefule-lasting lovelife to me, Moolah so I could buy the things that I need, Health for my love ones, more travels, great friends. Also I would like to take this opportunity to thank my family, my Nanay for bringing me into this world, my Tatay for taking care of me everyday, cooking my baon and driving me to the bus stop, my ate for accepting the responsibilities that Nanay left behind, my sister-in-law, kuya, luis and lyka, for accepting me for who i am. Also thank you to my good friends who never gets tired listening to my blabbering.. for giving me great great time.. to my co-workers, for making my career life great and fun! to those who helped me along the way(tenkyu), those who hurt me (leche kayo), those who loves me (^^,)- thank you,i know how hard it is to love someone like me. Of course, thank you to God for letting me live this long.

Labels: family, funny, just venting out, relationships

dreams

i have little dreams which i hope i will be able to achieve before i die. hehe.. anyway.. while i was browsing my old entries i discovered that i was able to get some things that i really really desired way back. i'm just really an ungrateful bitch.

just recently i was able to write a script and put it in film (hehe) nice. we hosted the flag ceremony last monday.. and we need to come up with a presentation that would actually show the past, the present and future of our office...and we did. it was hilarious. the amo was in great mood after that.

then.. what else... i did write a comic skits that is sexual,crazy and funny. a lot of people actually loved it. Of course i got some haters too.. but what the hell.. i still laugh when i read those stories. i just hope i did not stop writing.

basta.. marami akong maliliit na dreams na natutupad din...minsan they're trivial like singing before a crowd in a concert. Haha. Go to an unknown place at least once in my life. some are like cheap thrills pero they complete my existence. gusto ko ding maging porn star pero sobrang impossible nun. hehehe...

Labels: funny, work related angst

hay buhay

Me: ang nanay ni G. Pinapupunta kami dun sa kanya dahil magluluto sya ng spaghetti. sabi ko G and I are not talking ska may meeting ako- si G na lang papuntahin nya. Nagtext back, wag nga lang daw. Kunsumisyon lang daw si G. Haha hay life...

Sya: Buti pa nanay niya, alam na kunsumisyon si G. hehehe

Me: Haha.. Langya mo.

Sya: Haha. hindi ako walanghya. hehe

Me: Buti pa nanay nya mahal ako. Tangna no?

Sya: Kasi nga alam nila na matino ka at nagtataka sila kung bakit mo pinatulan ang walang kwenta nilang anak.hehe

Me: Hahaha thank you for those nice words.. ang ginaw no?

Sya: Medyo maginaw nga. Hay naku masama pa rin ang loob ko. leche talaga. hehe

Me: Saan na naman?

Sya: yun pa rin. kung ano ikinasasama ng loob ko. Gusto ko na matanggal ito. hay..

Me: Ako, G pa rin..

Sya: Palitan mo naman ikinasasama ng loob mo. hehehe

Me: Wala naman akong ibang isyu. Yung ungas lang na yun..

Sya: Buti ka pa, ako pagkatapos ng isang sama ng loob may darating pang sama ng loob. Hindi ko na alam kung anong uunahin ko. heheheh

Me: Hay naku, may reason bakit ganun..

Sya: Laging ganun ang buhay ko. I will be happy for a while tapos doble dobleng sama ng loob ang kapalit. Mahirap talaga.

Me: Oo. Ako alam ko na kahit gano ko pa kamahal si G. Di na sya babalik sa akin

Sya: Hindi.Ikaw ang hindi na babalik sa kanya.

Me: That's nice. I never thought of it that way. HeHe.

Labels: friends, funny, just venting out

conversations

I forwarded this message to neth (dated feb 1, 2008):

If you're not sure where you stand in someone's life, it's best to leave things behind so that if they drop you off, it will be easier to forget them. Don't waste time waiting for nothing, when efforts are not recognized, its best to just give things up, you've done your part, let them do theirs.

which lead to the following conversation:

Her:Para sa akin ba to or para syo? Haha
Me: Abah, para sa akin.. Ipinasa ko sayo dahil your my conscience. Hehe

Her:At tulad ng lahat ng konsensya mas madalas ini-ignore. hehe

Her:Hahaha. Tado. Nakuha mo ba atm at credit card mo?

Her:Magkikita o nagkita na naman kayo? Check mo ba laman nyan?
Me: Nope, mas ok nga na di na kami magkita. Puro pasakit lang namna sya.
Me: May meeting sya. Iniwan lang yung atm. D naman nya gagalawin yu. Kilala ko yun.


Her:Yan ang gusto mong paniwalaan. pero ang totoo gusto mong magkita kayo. lahat naman ng ginagawa mo ay para magkita kayo. kahit yung pagmeet mo sa kapatid nya. you've been there before, andyan ka na naman ngayon.
Me: I kept my promise lang mare, Kahapon she told me na sya talaga tumawag not her brother. Lamo mo I cried kasi hinanap nya ako.


Her:Mare, magulo sya. bakit nya ginawa yun. anong gusto nya. sinabi nya sayo and i was there na mag-upgrade ka naman kapag nakakita ka ng iba. and yet wala pa man nangyari kung ano ano na sinabi nya.
Me: Tama ka nga mare, she doesnt want me to move on. Kaya every week ginaganito nya ako. Gusto nya akong maging miserable. Ako naman si tanga, takbo pag tumawag sya.

Her:Sabi ko nga, you're allowing her to do that do you. sabihin natin mahal ka nga nya kaya lang madami lang syang problema. masyado syang mayabang, hanggang kelan ka magiging ganyan. nakakapagod yan.
Me:Di mo lang alam kung gano ko kapagod mare. Ayaw ko na ng pakiramdam na ganito. Pagod na ako. Kailangan ko na ng external na tulong.

Her:Anong external na tulong? kelangan mo ng psychiatrist? o kelangan mo ng bubugbog sa kanya?
Me:Kailangan ko ng protection from myself.

Her:Kung sumusunod ka lang sana. kaya lang magkaibigan tayong mtigas ang ulo. ano pa nga ba kundi andito lang ako. kelangan talaga dumamay. hehe
Me:Alam mo, nabasa nya mga sent messages ko sa cp. she told me, flirting daw ako. Weird.

Her:Wala syang pakielam dun. you can flirt anytime you watn kasi youre single. Hay, andami nyang problema sa buhay. Emotionally imbalanced sya. baliw sya.
Me:Nahihiya nga ako magkwento dahil i brought this to myself.. sabi ni jas, maswerte daw yung mga mamahalin natin. Hehe

Her:Ikaw maswerte talaga minamahal mo, you give everything, wala ka ngang limitations e. Gago lang talaga sila. Alam mo you're like my ex. nagbibigay sya not because he expects something back, nagbibigay kasi mahal nya lang talaga ako. gago lang talaga ako. haha.
Me:Totoo, di nya alam kung ano gusto nya eh. Pauwi plang ako mare, 3.30 hours just to get the fucking atm.

Her:Hindi mare, nagmamahal lang. Pero sana alam mo kung kelan wala ng kwenta ang minamahal mo. tulad ni G. hehe
Me:Hahaha.. Oo gago ka. Buti alam mo. Andun yung happiness ko eh. Tanga ko no? Haha

Her:Ano pa nga ba. sabi mo nga dati kailangan dumamay. hehe oo wala syang kwenta kasi ginawaga nya yan sayo.
Me: Mare, thank you for always understanding me and for those nice words.
Me: Wala ba talaga syang kwenta?
Me:Lam mo ba sabi nya, panigurado daw sa mga kwento ko, masama sya at ako kawawa. Di nya mapatawad pamilya ko sa pag alis nya sa bahay.

Her:Puwes kung di nya mapatawad pamilya mo tigilan ka na nya. Hayaan ka na nyang makahanap ng iba. Someone na hindi mayabang.
Me:she wanted me to stand up for her, yun ang bottomline.

Her:So, pag nakalipat ka ng bahay kayo na ulit?
Me: Nope, mare. ayaw na nya sa akin, remember? Di na daw nya gusto yun.

Her:Demanding sya masyado. gemini kasi. hehe anong expect nya, ang relasyon nyo ay hindi pa masyadong tangap ng society ano pa kaya pamilya mo. She should give them a break.
Me: sabi nya, kung pinaglaban ko daw sya. Malalaman daw nila kung ano sya sa buhay ko. Lam mo ba mare, sumasama ako sa kanya nun. pero iniwan nya ako. Wag na daw..wawa naman daw si tatay.

Her: Kung ayaw nya e di wag. Haba ng hair nya ha. Hintayin mo n lang mapagod ka. Tingin ko di ka pa pagod kasi isang tawag lang nya andun ka kaagad.
Me:E kasi nakikita mo si hudas. Gusto ko na mag move on mare. We got stuff to do. Di fair na tayo lang ang api lagi.

Her:Bago palang naman break up nyo, normal pa lang yan. ako nga ilang buwan na nasasaktan pa rin. leche. hehehe
Her:hahaha.. oo nga nakikita ko kasi si hudas. Hangang kelan mo balak magsumiksik sa kanya. Mare, tumigil ka na. Sundin mo yung itinext mo sa akin kanina. you had done ur part, now its time to stop and let her do her part.
Me: I'm tired na mare, and to tell you frankly, feeling nya wala akong effort at she had done her part.

Me: Ganda ng mga text mo neth, parang nasasaniban ka! Hehe!
Her: Hahaha. gago ka. ganyan talaga pag hindi nag-inom ng isang linggo. Hahaha


Her:Pagdating ng mga araw na yun, maglalaway mga ex natin at magsisisi sila. hahaha
Me:Di bale ng di sila maglaway at magsisi.. Ang important masaya tayo... tapos.. SILA HINDE!!!!! Wahahahah!

Her:Mas gusto ko yun. Bwahahah!

--yep, kinda long but it makes me smile everytime i read it.

Labels: funny, relationships

Oh please!

Met S online. I thought it was one of those things that would eventually lead to friendship. However, each time I get to talk to her-- I would always end up feeling irrate and frustrated. Seems like she's so into herself. She would always talk about her. her. and yeah, HER. Her world, her life, her shit and those stuff. So, I am admitting to you, world that: yes, I can be a mean girl; that yes, I'm impatient when it comes to braggy, know it all aholes; and yes, i hate people wasting my valuable time.

I don't like people who thinks they are better than the rest of us. I hate opinionated people too. If I want some advise, may it be personal or professional-- I have the guts to ask for them. So unless, you are asked... Kindly keep your opinions to yourself, since you're the only one who thinks they're brilliant. And don't demand from me either, I don't know you. In short, di tayo close.

I can't bear it anymore-- I have to do something about since I don't want to suffer her horrendous, awful, and exasperating presence.

Sorry,S. You've just been eliminated.

Labels: funny, just venting out

coming out (2 of plenty)

this one is from a blood relation, my own sister. we were texting this morning and had this conversation. i don't know if they're really clueless or playing stupid. i understand that this may somewhat be hard for them to accept, but then-- are they really that stupid? So here.. i'm letting you all know that my family is kinda stupid (haha!, accused me of being unhygienic, and that I am capable of lying (aren't we all??)

me: ay ate, nakalimutan ko kwento sayo, tumawag G sa ofis kahapon. (sin of omission..)

ate: Tapos? nagkita kayo sa gateway?

me: hindi, si kat ang meet ko gateway. (white lie...)

ate: Good. wag mo na sya tanggapin pag bumalik sya.

me: di naman bumabalik. but we're good. (first part true, last part white lie since i'm not good..im actually feeling shitty at this very moment)

ate: we're good , we're good ka jan ha. maya pauto ka na naman jan. I know you mahina ka pagdating jan. di ako adik realistic lang

me: Ano isipin ko? Adik mo. (true)

ate: Bahala ka nga. Malaki ka na.

me: O nga malaki na ako. Di na ako bata. (which is true)

me: Basta we're good. Di naman masama yung tao. (which is true)

ate: Mabait nga sya pero she's not good for you. Iba effect nya sayo.

me: Panong iba effect?

ate: Pumapanget ka, sumsunget, bumabaho at iba pa! (AMP!)

me: bumabaho ka jan! Haha tadu! (which is of course not is NOT TRUE!)

ate: E totoo naman. amuyin mo sarili mo pag may syota kang tmboy. Di ka naliligo hehe.. lesbian ka ba ate?

me: Oo ata. Oi naliligo ako. saka mabango naman ako ah! (Which is true)


then came silence.. oh well.. at least i was able to admit it to her. Haha!

Labels: family, funny

coming out (1 out of plenty)

My friend did know that I got involved with a girl but I haven't formally told her that I do prefer women. One day, we attended a party and drank a lot of alcohol. She wanted me to stay overnight but I declined the offer since I did not bring any extra clothes. While cruising coastal road--she texted me and we had the conversation below. I posted it here because It was memorable to me. Hehe

Her: Mare, nakakainis ka ayaw mong matulog sito smin. sana kwentuhan tayo hanggang bukas. hehe

Me: E di mo sinabi e. Sana dinala ko pantulog ko. Meron ako sa opis. Hmp. O nga sana nakapagkwentuhan tyo gang magsawa tyo.

Her: Nakakainis ka naman. kahapon ko pa sinabi sayo. Kasi naman lagi na gusto mo pinipilit. akala ko ayaw mo. S jowa mo nalang kasi gamitin yun. Wag na sa friends. Nalulungkot ako gusto ko kausap.

Me: O nga ako din. =( wala na ako jowa remember? But I have Family and friends naman. anjan ka naman di ba?

Her: Basta nakakainis ka. mas mahalaga pa sayo 9 dragons. hehe

Me: Haha its what I have now mare.. Hay just passed by Boni.. Taenang yan.. Magunli ka..

Her: Anong mag unli? dats what u have 9 dragons? Napakapathetic naman nun. hehe

Me: Magunlitext. Nyeta ka, tawagin bang pathetic 9D ko? Pathetic is moping for some asshole na akala mo big loss sila.

Her: Pathetic ka talaga kasi sabihin mong dats ol you have right now, ur 9d. Ur so afraid of being alone hindi mo nakikita kung anong meron ka. Good friends who will always be der 4u. who loves u to be around. hindi katulad ng mga losers mong lovers. hindi nila makita worth mo.

Me:Tange, sabi ko that's what I have. Walang Ol! Hahaha lasing! Ur in the mood to talk huh? Nxt week overnight ako with you para makadaldal ka all you want. Haha

Her: Wag na. di na ako lasing nun. hehe ganun din un, 9d is what u have right now. pathetic pa rin un. leche. Lumulusot ka pa.

Me: Of course not, I got you and my friends, and family and God. I got everything I need. Maglalasing tayo kungdi ka lasing. Hehe i dont feel anything. Alcohol is good.

Her: Leche, ang korni mo na. My pa-god god ka pa. Hahaha im just sad mare. Alcohol makes me feel all the pain. hahaha wala ka bang nasabing incriminating sa hula mo tungkol sa akin. Nandun kasi si S.M. baka nakikinig yun ng pasimple.

Me: Wala except sa matigas ulo and di nakikinig sa mga friends. Haha Of kors, c God lang makakahelp saten.

Me: Wat's going on inside your head?

Her: natatakot ako mare. ayaw ko malamang ni ex ang kalokohang ginawa ko. He's good t me. wala syang ginawa kundi mahalin ako. suportahan ako. tpos ang pinalit ko napakawalang kwentang lalaki na ang maipagmamalaki lang lawyer sya. Bakit kasi ang tigas ng ulo ko.

Me:Just expect the worst. Wala na tyo magagawa dhil nangyari na un. Db sabi don't regret anything that made u hapi. Wala talagang kwenta si J I totally agree.

Me: Ako mare, nalilito kung ano ba talaga gusto ko. My personality is strong para gustuhin ng mga boys. di naman ako bisexual at di naman ako lesbian dahil si G lang naman pinatulan ko. Unless i'm counted as 1. pero syempre that's my own ghost. Hay taena, the choices that we made...

Her: yes, the choices that we made. Mare kaya ka lang pumatol sa lesbian kasi takot ka magisa. Since sya yung nandyan you settled for her. Ngayon its either lesbian ka or straight no in betweens. Leche, sa lalaki ka na lang.

Me: I want to, para less conflict. Tama ba na maconfused ako?

Her: Hindi mare. Matanda ka na para maconfused kung ano gusto mo. dapat naconfused ka when u were younger. Nagsettle ka lang sa kanya. it was because you were lonely. marami nangyari syo when she came. Wag ka masyado nakikinig kay S. hehehe

Me: Hehehe I know but these lesbians excite me. Hahaha

Her: Gago ka. hehehe Bakit ba ako nagkarun ng friends na weird. matino naman ako. hahaha. leche, bisexual ka nga kung ganun. At least marami kang magiging choices.hehe

Me: Nah, i think and this is being honest under the influence of alcohol-- i think im leaning toward lesbians. Haha kc my ex bfs walang kwenta, they didn't make me feel like a princess. Wahahaha di ko palang siguro meet d guy for me. they didn't hurt me din like what *** did to me. That a-hole. Ewan, i hate going against the flow...i'd rather stand by the rules of society---its less complicated

Her: If ur leaning towards lesbians e di dun ka na. If thats what will make you happy. Basta no in betweens. hehehe oi, usapang lasing to ha. baka ikwento mo na naman sa lahat. hehe

Me: Hahaha oi shet mare, your the first person I came out to. Wahaha and you took it gracefully. Haha

Labels: funny, love, moments, relationships

good researcher a.k.a. stalker

I know i have it in me. I know i have the capacity and the capability to search for stuff and people. So, yeah.. i can be a stalker. HeHeHe.

A few days ago, tat and i were talking about this co-worker of hers. Well.. we both don't like her. I candidly told her that I would look for this girl over at friendster. She laughed at me and said I'm gago daw. HeHeHe.

Trying to keep the workload off my neck i forgot all about it.. until today. HeHeHe. I did search for her. Lo and behold, I found her. Not only her.. but her journals, pictures, and friendster account as well. Now, I know her email address too. Well, it was not that hard since she was kinda involved in self-endorsements. HeHeHe. In truth, she's one hell of a self-lover...self-addict.. and a good writer.

So there, tat!! I found her!! Am I great or am I great!??! =D

Labels: funny

interesting conversation

me: antok ako..
shey: lalo na ako, wahhh!
me: hay naku buhay,nyeta!
shey: sarap buhay pinapahirap mo lang. bwahahaha!
me: leche sya! hmp. balang araw iisipin nya ako tapos iiyak siya...
shey: asa ka pa!
me: di nya ko panghihinayangan? stupid heart...sana ma-heart attack na to.
shey: mahabang explanation! tamad ako sulat.. Leche---->
me: lalim buntong hininga.. soooobrang lalim! PAKSHET!
shey: bakit kasi dapat mo isipin na dapat nanghihinayang sya sayo. at dapat o kailangan nya umiyak? Di mo ba kasi matanggap na ikaw ang nasaktan at hindi ikaw ang nakasakit? breaking your record ba? EGO?
me: hindi. love ko sya at nasaktan ako na binalewala nya yun. nanghihinayang ako sa pagmamahal. it's the lost love that i'm grieving for. besides, pag kasama ko sya, i feel happy pero alam ko naman kapalit nun.
shey: mahal mo nga sya but the question is mahal ka pa ba nya? Obviously, d na. otherwise, together pa rin kayo at wala sya sa kandungan ng iba! SHUNG!
me: sabi nya, mahal pa nya ko. feel ko din pag magkasama kami. however, kahit naniniwala ako sa love na yun, the trust is no longer there, pag magkasama kami ok-- pag hindi,my imagination is astray. yun ang mahirap na part.
shey: pano mo mararamdaman na mahal ka ng isang tao if limited lang yung time mo to be with that person and choice nung person na yun to just spend only so much time with you?
me:e ano yung nararamdaman ko? it's the same feeling 3 years ago. Basta it's different pag magkasama kami and you wouldn't understand kasi di mo naman na witness. alam mo shey, mahal ko sya kahit na ganito na kami.
shey: Di questionable yung sayo!!!!! At kung ano man ang nararamdaman mo na ginawa nya. it's simply because alam nya weakness mo, and she knows sya lang ang mundo mo sa ngayon.
me: I know, kaya i'll show that person na kaya ko kahit wala sya. Di bale magiging busy na ako, darating na si jane. I like the way that person makes me feel when we're together, fuck di ba?!
shey: Pag-araln mo kasi ang art of ramadan! BWahahahha!
me: Gusto ko sex.. hahahahaha! shet!
shey: I have two hands, the left and the right..
me: It's not the same! Puta! di ko ba sya pede iskoran?
shey: wag na! magboomerang lang yan! it's not worth it!
me: Ok.

-director's office. 2-1-07



Post Script:
I moved to a new cubicle now..yes. goodbye jinx! hehehe hello world! I can't wait to explore you. =)

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