Thursday, April 30, 2015
last day of April
it's the 30th of April. Hopefully, i had my last day of bleeding yesterday. I am worried about what happened and I do not want to see the doctor to talk about it. I do not know if I still take up OC.. (not after what I have been through!) but hopefully, i'd get back on it after I see my OB.
I am at work now and tomorrow is a holiday. My brain is sleepy but my body is wide awake. Life is stable.. no new experience to write about.. I am thinking of getting a house but I am worried that my finances would come astray. Konting tiis pa siguro. Thinking of investing too. Not that much pero it's a start. Hopefully, when I am old and grey these investments will work for me and the people I love.
Labels: dreams, God is good, health, life, self-love, winner, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 8:20 AM
Monday, April 27, 2015
bleeding love
Today is April 27, 2015. 27 days na akong nagbi-bleed.
I don't know what is wrong with me. This is the first time that it has happened to me. I know I should see the doctor but I am scared shit. Probably when I have garnered the courage to face my doctor. I'll go and drop by. Until then, I will keep on worrying and use all the tampons and pads that I can.
Labels: funny, health, self-love
posted by jaded fool @ 10:59 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2013
nearly a month
hello blogger.. almost a year when i was last with you. last night, my co-worker and I went to this chinese store in Binondo, she's known be a feng shui master. we went it and approached her. she asked us to write down our names and our birthdays.
she's said not so nice things about me... like i should take of my health.. should not trust too much.. blah blah blah... then gave me some charms. i did pay 1k for those. sucker ako no? so anyway, i got me a buddha that i have to tickle once a day..
my fate is what i make it.
Labels: astrology, health, moments, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 4:16 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
lagnat laki
I hate being sick. I'm not sure where I got the flu. When I woke up last monday, my body was aching all over,and my throat was killing me. I thought it was brought by old age.. When I get to the office I got migraine and started to get the chills. That's when I knew its bad news. I'm supposed to be at the wtc on may 1.. :(
So I stayed home, drank all the meds that I could so I recover quickly and get back to grinding. I'm staying home today to make sure I will not get a relapse.
I hate being sick and make my family worry. Also, I have to take care of myself. Anyway, im better now. I believe I have recovered quite well. So see you at the office tomorrow. :)
Labels: family, health, my thoughts exactly, work related angst
posted by jaded fool @ 7:37 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2011
doctor's appointment
since provera didn't work for me, my doctor said i need to have my ultrasound. i am always scared when i have ultrasound.. i am still polycystic but my uterus is alright (meaning my endometrial lining is thin). and i do wonder if i am capable of bearing a child. after my ultrasound, i went to see my doctor for my 2nd shot of the anti-cervical cancer vaccine. upon seeing the results of my ultrasound the doctor told me to drink 3 pills also i need to lose weight. hay naku.
i wish fats can be sold.
Labels: God is good, health
posted by jaded fool @ 2:34 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Rx: Provera
I had to take this medicine in order to regulate my menstrual cycle. I finished my prescription last wednesday and i'm getting impatient. For the first time in my life, i'm anticipating it to come. Haha! I'm irritable and i just want my moodswings to end so i can be back to my happy and bubbly me!:)
I will stop being polycystic and will actually start to take care of my health. Naks. :) to celebrate that thought, let's have a glass of bugnay wine! Cheers!!
Labels: health
posted by jaded fool @ 11:04 AM
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
1.11.11
note to self: do not drink pineapple juice before going to sleep.
you'd end up just like me. i woke up coughing and felt my throat burning. it's one of the most hated and uncomfortable feeling i've had years. i swear i will not do it again, neither do you.
Labels: health
posted by jaded fool @ 5:18 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
im sick
i thought i'd be spared. demmit.
Labels: health
posted by jaded fool @ 4:59 PM
Friday, October 01, 2010
naman!
this entry is really just an opinion on the stand of the church against contraceptives. i am a catholic and an avid supporter of faithfulness and loyalty. i mean-- hey, i dont think anybody enjoys betrayal. i don't really see the point of the church getting into state matters such as population control. there are so many poor people in manila alone! out of school youths are everyday scenario to me-- i see kids not in school but rather on the street begging for alms.. selling their poorness to the rest of the working class.
i believe in responsible parenthood. don't bring out kids in this world if you can't shower them with love, if you can't provide security and shelter for them--if you can't send them to school.. or if you can't teach them to be a god fearing human being!
it is the responsibility of the state to control the population, while it is the responsibility of the church to guide man's belief. in the end, it is still MAN who would decide for himself.
the church talks about life--murder-- etc. etc.. but i think it is a mortal sin to bear out a child, and leave them peddling on the streets.. for me, the parents of these kids should have been wrapped in condoms and thrown at manila bay. tangna, wala na ngang makain kan@!321 pa ng kan1!@#!@. mga leche.
i believe it is high time to emphasize the separation of powers between state and church. yun lang.
Labels: health, just venting out, politics
posted by jaded fool @ 9:46 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2010
150k
Ate had her fractured elbow checked at St. Luke's after her CT Scan.The doctor said the cast was done incorrectly as it worsened the state of the bones. Frigging provincial doctor. The doctor wanted to operate and put a metal something in there. He said that would cost 150k. demmit. I want my ate to get well.. I hope the HMO can still handle it.
She'd be having her check up with the ob-onco on the 6th. With the grace of God, everything is going to be okay and my ate is going to be alright. I am nervous.
and scared.
Labels: family, health
posted by jaded fool @ 8:31 AM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
fatty pants
i never thought that i would grow this big. as in super duper ugly fat. Ate and I shopped for clothes during the weekends and I was subjected to the humilitiating experience of asking for a bigger size. F@!@#! honestly, i found myself too ugly.. not that i was pretty or anything.. i was just not this ugly.
it is hard for me to lose weight but so damn easy to get some. i do need to undergo treatment-- my doctor said i would not get well if i don't shed these pounds. i need a sponsor. please help me. Hehe.
Labels: health, just venting out, moments
posted by jaded fool @ 3:38 PM
